I'm Still An nth Class Citizen

Friday, April 18, 2008

It's not over yet. I don't know how many trips I have to make before everything is finished.

And how many times were my previous passport processed and chopped? If they still don't know what passport and citizenship I'm holding right now, then... I dont' know what I'm paying for actually.

If you receive 2 identical sets of instructions, do you execute them 2 times exactly?

The answer is

It's just IN CASE.

And I'm not a diplomat. I'm not a embassador. I'm not a lawyer.

Which case should it be in? Which case am I considered?

Can the government which now represent me tell me directly what to do.

Or rather, can the government which I want myself to be represented in, help ?

Please don't be looking so shocked when I have to visit again.

I really don't know anything.

And I'm wasting so many trips.

Why should I be bothered by all of your formalities?

Can I get at least a checklist of what I should do in the letter other than what is about my attire?

Can someone show me what are the documents I really need?

Can I be informed of the reason why I'm not getting my documents and not make me waste a trip, and queue up just for a one sentence reason?

Most of all, I paid.

I didn't do anything illegal.

And I don't know why,

I still feel like an Nth class citizen.

I still need to report to you again.

Again...

I feel sick and frustrated. I ask myself did I bring myself to end up in such a situation.

I am very sure it's a "No".

I just feel that it is so ridiculous.